Christmas Without Snow

Christmas without snow is just NOT christmas! It does not feel like christmas and i really wish it would really just finally snow. Im getting sick of it. All it is, is cold weather for no reason. Like really whats the point of it being cold if there is no snow? Ya thats right, THERE IS NO POINT!!!!! 

How in the heck am i suppose to be getting excited for christmas with no snow? Ya there has been absolutely no excitement for chrismtas this year and christmas is in SIX DAYS!!! This is absolutely not okay at all. I should be all pumped and freakin out because santa is comin. (santa actually really scares me but ill tell you about that later on) 

Gosh all i want is to be excited and be in the christmas spirit and all happy and makin snowman and sittin in the snow freezing for no reason at all!! But i CANT do that and its so frustrating!!

What is this? what is this?? Im going to go kill a magician and wear him as an outfit to go traveling to hawaii. YOU MADE ME DO THIS! (<----- that was for you wes! name it)

But really it just needs to snow and all my problems would be fixed!!!

So basically being grounded sucks....alot!! For about the past month i have been grounded. Why? Well because of my lack of enthusiasm towards school and how i really havent cared at all about school this term and so my grades are really horrible right now...to be specific these would be them

         Psychology:  F

         Health:    B-

         Math:   NC  (yay i have to go to tardy school 4 times there goes 20 dollars)

         English:   A

         Choir:  C

         Chemistry:  D

         Child Dev:  F

Yes, those are my horrible grades and obviously over this month of being grounded i have not done anything to improve them!! How smart am i? ya i know. Lazy ass right? Oh well! They will be up by the end of the term then i will be ungrounded :] GOOD NEWS!!! my grounding is lifted for the christmas break!! Well mostly it is!! Sad thing is i havent done anything yet because my mom hasnt let me leave...so is my grounding really lifted?? so far NO :( well this sucks! tomorrow lets hope something happens :]

LOVIN DUBSTEP :] 

this is all! everyone go listen to it! its great :]

Ive Learned

Ive learned... that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

Ive learned... that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

Ive learned... that heros are the people who do what has to be done, regardless of the consequences.

Ive learned... that me and my best friend can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

Ive learned... that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you are down will be the ones to help you get back up.

Ive learned... that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance.

Ive learned... that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you have had and what you have learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you have celebrated.

 Ive learned... that just because two people argue, it doesnt mean they dont love eachother. And just because they dont argue doesnt mean they do.

Ive learned... that we dont have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

Ive learned... that family and friends are what make us who we are today, and without them we would never be complete.

Ive learned... that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.

Ive learned... that you can not make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in :]

I thought it ran on hopes and dreams

     So today i was talking to my friend Ty. Oh how he makes me laugh. He said he was going to go to the gym. And for the next three hours he still hadnt gone so i simply asked the question "do you really think your still going to go to the gym?"  This was our conversation...

    ME: You still think yer gunna go work out??

TY: No

ME: Haha thats what i thought :]

TY: haha my dad doesnt want to

ME: Oh can ty not go all by his lonesome?? :]

TY: Ha well. My cars out of gas so.

ME: Ahh i see :]

TY: Yea :)

ME: Ya know there is this thing called gas. You put it in your car...it helps it start up and go :]

TY: Ha oh really i didnt know i thought it ran on hopes and dreams.

ME: oh well i jus helped you out a little :] yer welcome! :] oohh but it kinda costs some money so make sure you have that! :]

So some of yall may be thinking...why the heck would she post this its stupid...

Well really it wasnt stupid. it was probably the funniest part of my day considering i had a really boring day and nothing exciting happend. I thought it was pretty dang funny! Dont ask why because it just was. Its one of those things that arent funny to other people but in the moment you yourself think its funny!! :]